why, oh why
Wednesday, April 17, 2013
That is the key. Why? I am reading a couple of interesting books: one on eating disorders, and one on willpower. Both say a lot of the same things. I will get more into that at a later date, but I will say I have been thinking about the "Why" a lot lately. I have lived almost 36 years, and all of them (except the baby years) have been seen through the lens of my "fat-girl complex". Is that how I want to think back on my whole life at the end? With every event and time period only remembered based on my weight and how it affected me? That is a sad, sad state of affairs, friends, and it needs to stop. I have so many wonderful things going for me in life, and so far I am missing them all!