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    SWEETISHA1   16,287
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The sadest day ever..

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

These past2 days have been the hardest that i have ever experienced ; even though i had a rough andabusive, and traumatic childhood, still this was much more painfull...
To see my beautiful daughter have to give birth to a baby already died in her..( via a pill and inducung) Was too too painfull..I had to hold back my tears to be strong for her...
The baby came late this evening, and was perfect ..( He so deserved to be in this world)
My dd had pregnancy diabetes and was put on insulin and was checked every 2 to 3 weeks..
The last month was she was every week in hospital with labour pains.. but they kept sending her home.. so last weekend she thought the pains were the same as she had an appointment on the monday she waited out.. they had not told her to come in if the pains continue...
So its too painfull now and we were just ready with preparing for the baby...
A beautiful baby boy didnot deserve this, he was wanted and loved for 8 and a half months,
It's a sad sad day...
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NORASPAT 4/22/2013 4:33PM

    TISHA, I am so very sorry for yout heartbreaking loss of you grandchild. To carry him so long and lose him has to be a parents worst night mare.
Tears are falling for you both, hugs and kind thoughts are coming you way from Pat in Maine.
Tisha talk to us we are all here for you and your daughter. Hugs and much love Pat in Maine. emoticon emoticon emoticon

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SWEETISHA1 4/22/2013 2:55AM

    Thankyou you all so much for the kind words, and sympathy , It has been hard but i have to be strong for my daughter..
today Jayniel is put to reast, we christened him on the 17th and put to rest on the 22nd april...

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MAMAOFTHEBRIDE 4/19/2013 2:16PM

   
I am so terribly, terribly sorry for your loss. ((HUGS)) to all of you.

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MAMAOFTHEBRIDE 4/19/2013 2:16PM

   
I am so terribly, terribly sorry for your loss. ((HUGS)) to all of you.

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LADYIRISH317 4/18/2013 9:35PM

    I am so, so sorry. I lost my beautiful daughter at the age of one month. I totally share your pain.

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SARAHL817 4/17/2013 11:08PM

    So sorry for your loss emoticon

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BAMAJAM 4/17/2013 4:28PM

  I am so sorry for your terrible loss, and for your great heartache. May God's grace and comfort be with you and all your family at this very difficult time. I join so many of your Spark friends in extending my deepest condolences. God bless you.

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RFJSJ50 4/17/2013 11:22AM

    Your family is in my prayers.
Sheila

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KICKINGKILOS 4/17/2013 9:41AM

    hugs!

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1CRAZYDOG 4/17/2013 9:20AM

    ((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) to you and your DD. I am so utterly sorry to hear about this tragic loss. Just so very sorry. There are no words. Just prayers and hugs.



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MIRFA71 4/17/2013 9:14AM

    I am very sorry for your loss. Prayers and Hugs.

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TATTER3 4/17/2013 6:43AM

    My heart goes out to you and your DD. I'm so sorry. Cry with your little girl. You both need the comfort of tears. Prayers to you and celebration for a little boy waiting for you in heaven.

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WINDSONG~ 4/17/2013 4:42AM

    He is safe in Heaven and will look down on his mom and protect her and give her comfort.

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RED_RED_ROSE1 4/17/2013 12:45AM

    I am so so sorry for your loss, Tisha.

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COLLEENROSTE 4/16/2013 10:57PM

    I am so sorry for your loss, May the God of all comfort hold you and your family close to His heart. Children are so precious- cherish the joy of knowing this child was loved so much and will be waiting to welcome you all home to heaven emoticon

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REJ7777 4/16/2013 9:10PM

    I'm so sorry for what happened to your daughter and for the great loss that you are both experiencing. May God comfort you in your grief, as only He can.

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KICK-SS 4/16/2013 8:58PM

    My youngest daughter went through about the same thing about 14 years ago, somehow her baby died between an exam on Wednesday and a C-section scheduled for Thursday am, there was no heart beat. They never found a cause or a reason, just that it wasn't meant to be apparently. So so sad... And so unexplainable as well.

And as a Mother, you feel soooo helpless!

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DJ4HEALTH 4/16/2013 8:57PM

    I too know how your daughter feels because I lost mine when I was 19 and had her in me for 10 days and she did not move and I was in a car accident too. Loss of blood caused her death while in me. I know that I will see her in heaven and that it will be painful too and she will always be remembered.

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GRAMMY_22 4/16/2013 8:47PM

    I can't possibly imagine what you are going through. There is a special place in your heart that has been ripped apart from you and your entire family. That baby was truly loved and there is a special angel up in heaven who has taken him under his wing to watch over him.

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CJJANISS 4/16/2013 8:41PM

    emoticon emoticon for your loss. I know how you're feeling because I was at the hospital when my dear DIL and son had a still born baby boy. He was perfect too. He was alive at the beginning of the week and died later the same week. His name was Jonah. emoticon

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HDHAWK 4/16/2013 8:39PM

    I'm so sorry this happened to your daughter and to you. It's very difficult to deal with. Hugs to you both.

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SUSANELAINE1956 4/16/2013 8:39PM

    Condolences to you and your daughter.

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TUDAFD 4/16/2013 8:36PM

    I am so sorry for your loss. You are all in my prayers. I wish I could do more for you.

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3G1RLS4ME 4/16/2013 8:31PM

    So sorry for your family's loss, I gave birth to a preemie she was delivered at 27 weeks I had severe preeclampsia I almost died, she was in NICU for two months we had her at home for 19 days before she died in our house. Losing her was the hardest thing ever she had 8 cysts in her brain before she died. 7 long years have past but since then I had two healthy girls a 4 yr old and our surprise baby who is now 20 months old. It never replaced Amanda having these other children but I know ill see her in heaven again whenever I pass. Pain never leaves it just gets buried till its a little whisper in the trees or wondering if a future child will pass before they grow up.
I know what your daughter is going thru and I am crying right now so so sorry emoticon emoticon

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ARMYWIFEKASS 4/16/2013 8:17PM

    I am so so sorry for your loss, I can't claim to imagine how you both feel right now, but there are people here if you need to talk.

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ARMYWIFEKASS 4/16/2013 8:15PM

    I am so so sorry for your loss, I can't claim to imagine how you both feel right now, but there are people here if you need to talk.

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