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and the day ends on a sour note

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Feeling sick and a little like a failure. Even though my food tracker says I stayed within 100 calories of my range today.
I feel as though I ate way more than I should and am not really sure that my tracker is accurate or that I am sparking correctly.
I didnt get in a workout yet, maybe once I do I will feel a little better.
It has been and I expect it will be a stressful few days...the day I have dreaded for so long, amongst many lately, will be here in the next few days and I have alot of big decisions to make that I have been avoiding and putting off and hoping wouldnt actually take place.
But I am a woman torn with this decision and dont have any real guidance.
I could use my friends advice right now, but hes unable to give it.
Tomorrow is supposed to rain, right when I start to get able to walk again, rain rain rain sets in...but Thursday is supposed to be really hot and nice and I plan to take full advantage and get in an early morning walk.
Alone.
I walk alone.
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  • v CAPECODBABE
    Don't ever feel like a failure. And don't ever feel alone.

    Reach out - maybe to a spark friend.
    Sometimes it's easier to talk to someone not involved.

    Remember, you are never alone
    1137 days ago
  • v MUFFINSKI
    I hope you can make a decision you feel confident in, but in the meantime, please don't let it get you down. You can only be responsible for so much and occasionally, we must put it out to the universe and let it go til later!
    Thinking of you....
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    1138 days ago
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