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Life's Tragedy

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

Tragedies like yesterdays, really make me think about my own life and what's going on. There is so much missing and I can not get it back. The one thing I lost and can not find, is my friendship with my one and only sister. I distanced myself from family a little, about a year or so ago. The reason for this was because of some healing I needed to take care of in my own life. I sent an email to them all explaining what I was doing in hopes that they would understand. I don't think my sister did. She has always seen me as a selfish person and this only reassured her thoughts. It was important that I do what I did in order to get better. But now that I have passed that point, I am trying to reach out to her and she keeps distancing herself from me. We no longer are sisters and friends, we are acquaintances. I miss our times together and maybe I will never be able to get those back. I wish I could somehow mend what has come between her and I. We are so different. She is very outgoing and people love to be around her. I am a bit more quiet in large settings and prefer to not be amongst big crowds. She has a huge cluster of friends and I only a few. I just don't know what to do next..or maybe I shouldn't do anything at all. Prayer is all I have to hold on to right now. But prayer is powerful and pray is what I will do!
Extra prayers for Boston...God be with them!
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    That is all that you can do is put it in the hand's of God and He will bring it to pass.
    1402 days ago
    I'm not close to my sister either. She is such a terrific person but I feel like she looks down on me. I should reach out to her and try to connect. I agree that prayer is powerful. God Bless you.
    1403 days ago
    Keep praying and trying. Good luck to you.
    1404 days ago
    All I can say is don't give up. Keep letting her know you are around and care, and keep praying. Eventually hopefully she will come around. Hang in there.
    1404 days ago
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