A God-Sized Dream
Monday, April 15, 2013
"The person who starts the race is not the same person who finishes the race."
Last Saturday we had our first team meeting and running clinic -- I am getting so excited (and nervous) about beginning training for something so much bigger than myself. I never thought I would want to tackle a marathon, or that I could...but God gave me this desire to run, and it's definitely a "God thing" because seriously I would only run before if I HAD to (late for a train, being chased by someone) - ok the later never happened but it's funny to say.
So when God put this God-sized dream of running a marathon in my heart, my first question was "Why?" I knew the answer even as I asked it. To get closer to Him. It isn't about me, it's about raising money for those in need, but also about my walk (and run?) with God. About my journey. Too often I try to do things my way, and take the shortcut right to the result I want. I leave God out of the equation. I know I shouldn't, but sometimes I feel like I'm still this baby Christian, making all the wrong decisions, and slowly trying to stay on the straight path that God intended.
Running a marathon is a BIG deal. It's a big thing to set out to do. And there definitely aren't shortcuts to the finish line. You need to train, be smart, and you will make it. But try and take a shortcut? You're toast.
I know that this journey will change me. They say that the person to cross the finish line at a marathon is not the same person who started that race. And the same will be true for me. I will need to rely on Him for strength, and continue my walk with Him. For if God is with me, who can be against me? But if I am not for God, how can I ask him to be there for me? It's a relationship, give and take, and I need to give much more than I have. I need (and want) to stay grounded in faith and rooted in prayer.
And I know I will not cross that finish line alone.
**My prayers are going out to those killed and injured in the Boston Marathon. You are in my heart and in my prayers. **