Am i being too sensitive...followed by binged.
Monday, April 15, 2013
Well needless to say i'm feeling pretty bummed today. Over the weekend i threw a party for my 2 year old. And needless to say only 2 people showed up and left early probably because they were so bored. I was really really hurt, and i was left in a house with extra food that was supposed to be for guest and a WHOLE cake. So what did i do for the rest of the weekend i ATE, A LOT!! Now i'm just pissed, really. I couldn't believe that my friends would so easily disregard the effort and planning it takes into having a birthday party for my little one. And i'm more pissed at the pitiful excuses i heard as to why after they RSVP'd they had a change of plans. These where some of the excuses i heard...
"Sorry, won't be able to make it. Late night and i'm hung over!" Ok, grant you the party was at 3pm
" Hey girl, won't be able to make it. My allergies are acting up" Really, Take a claritin!
"Sorry, we can't make it" No explanations, that's just rude.
Grant you these excuses came from the woman who claim to be my sons "Aunties" and they couldn't even be bothered to come to his bday party. How hurtful, thank goodness my son is really young and doesn't understand what is really going on. But i'm old enough, and i'm appalled. I'm not even sure how to move forward...should i even say anything. I just have a feeling that whatever i say wouldn't matter. I guess i'll just suck it up, and try not to turn to food to make myself feel better. I didn't even want to weigh in today. Because i'm pretty sure i gained a ton of wieght =( hate facing reality at time.