Monday, April 15, 2013
My wedding day is insanely close. In 42 days I will be in Las Vegas saying my vows to the man I love. I have been relatively calm about the whole wedding thing. Until recently...
It started on Saturday. I went over my friends house to have her Mom sew on the sash to my wedding dress. I refused to spend the money at David's Bridal to have it done! Having the sash sewn on my dress required me to put it back on several times. As I stood there getting pinned and measured, I realized that this is real. I am actually getting married! In Las Vegas!!
Totally started to freak out a bit.
The dress fit beautifully and having lost 13lbs has really helped me feel good in the dress. Now I just want to tone up my arms and aim for another 3lbs gone to bring me to 195lbs (my second goal). I also want to try to work on losing some weight off my face. I tend to carry weight there and luckily it is the first place I lose the weight. Another few pounds will be nice.
Last night I actually had a wedding day nightmare. It was about my bouquet not being delivered and how that was ruining EVERYTHING! I woke up feeling panicky (Note to self: make sure to call florist the day before wedding day).
Even though this is my second marriage, I am feeling quite nervous. My relationship with my ex crumbled as soon as we came back from the honeymoon. Will that happen to me again? Ugh so much is going through my head lately.