Sunday, April 14, 2013
So this week has been a different kinda week. I feel so thrown off my game. Tuesday we (my little family) went over to my boyfriends best friends house and had dinner with his family. We ended up staying till four in the morning. Needless to say, I considered it a cheat night cause of what they fixed for dinner. When we all got back home at five me and my man stayed up talkin till time for me to be at work at eight. I figured when I got off at four that I could take a small nap, then wake up to cook dinner and exercise. That didnt go as planned. I slept pretty much until time to go to work the next day. Missed dinner and everything. My two loves just pigged out on the cereal.
I can't seem to get it back together. I have stayed tired for the rest of the week, falling asleep at random times, and haven't stayed awake to exercise since. It feels like i need a fire lit under my tail. Even this weekend, me and him stayed in bed all weekend since it is my exhusbands weekend with our daughter. We watched movies and cuddled and laughed and just had an awesome time, even did a few tickle wars hahaha. But my eating habits were atrocious. So now it feels like I have gained five pounds back I wouldn't change this weekend cause it was so much fun, like a special moment, but I need to get back on my game, I feel so thrown off.
Like just a week ago I was doing so good, now I'm tryin to get it back.
I have to fix it today. Maybe get my nails done just for me :) then jog a few miles.
Just sucks to feel so thrown off, like you have to choose between an awesome time with friends and health/fitness/weight loss