Sunday, April 14, 2013
Ive been going through a major family crisis, but that isnt what I came here to talk about. While Ive been going through it, I have felt these changes in my life ... I got this amazing job that I love and pays good. I cut my hair, and colored it blonde. Ive been evaluating what I want out of life, how I want to feel .. everyone sets these standards for themselves, and for those around them and I am wondering why I have let myself down in so many ways for 2 too many years now .. I no longer have a newborn, my newborn is 8 months old. Im getting my energy back and I have 35 pounds to lose. Ive let food control me, Ive let my husband control me, Ive let my kids control me .. they control my time, how I feel about myself and Im done with it. I will take care of myself, I will take care of my kids and my home. I will no longer take care of my husband .. Im not his mom .. Im not a slave, Im not a maid, Im not a butler or a servant .. I am a woman, who likes to smile, to have fun, to laugh! I had lost that .. but I had a breakthrough. Goodbye fat! Goodbye unreasonable expectations! Goodbye to being controlled! Hello new world!
My 8 month old baby doll, Leighton! The most amazing and beautiful baby.