Upset this weekend
Sunday, April 14, 2013
So , Friday morning , my ex boyfriend passed away , so I haven't really been here the past couple days . Even though he was my ex we have been in touch for the last year , and we were good friends . I spent two years of my life with him , so right now my heart is breaking for his family (who still treat me like family , I even drew a picture for them and am sending it tomorrow ) Shredders , sorry I haven't been here , I know I am the team leader , but it was really hard for me to concentrate on anything this weekend , and I will be back on The Shred tomorrow . I am still eating healthy , I just didn't want to think about anything this weekend . Still upset today , lucky to have such an understanding husband , but I loved this man , and I was going to marry him , and although that didn't happen , I never hated him , he had problems that were beyond my control . He had a heart attack a few weeks ago , and open heart surgery last week . He weighed nearly 500 lbs when he died ( he had gained a lot of weight since I left him in 2006 ) .
I want to honor him by losing this weight ( a chance he will never get ) and by living a healthy vibrant life .
Back on the wagon tomorrow .
Love you guys