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Upset this weekend

Sunday, April 14, 2013

So , Friday morning , my ex boyfriend passed away , so I haven't really been here the past couple days . Even though he was my ex we have been in touch for the last year , and we were good friends . I spent two years of my life with him , so right now my heart is breaking for his family (who still treat me like family , I even drew a picture for them and am sending it tomorrow ) Shredders , sorry I haven't been here , I know I am the team leader , but it was really hard for me to concentrate on anything this weekend , and I will be back on The Shred tomorrow . I am still eating healthy , I just didn't want to think about anything this weekend . Still upset today , lucky to have such an understanding husband , but I loved this man , and I was going to marry him , and although that didn't happen , I never hated him , he had problems that were beyond my control . He had a heart attack a few weeks ago , and open heart surgery last week . He weighed nearly 500 lbs when he died ( he had gained a lot of weight since I left him in 2006 ) .
I want to honor him by losing this weight ( a chance he will never get ) and by living a healthy vibrant life .
Back on the wagon tomorrow .
Love you guys


Member Comments About This Blog Post:
GWTRIKER 4/15/2013 9:37PM

    Sorry for your loss.

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LIVING4HIM_INWI 4/14/2013 3:43PM

    Sorry for your loss! I love that you are using this as extra incentive to lose weight! Similar to my friend that lost her sister to heart disease, she is so motivated to exercise and eat healthier. That has even made a difference in her daughters' lives. I'm glad that you are taking a tough situation and turning it into something good! *Hugs*

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GERARLAUR 4/14/2013 11:20AM

    sorry for your loss. time heals.

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HALF_THE_GIRL 4/14/2013 11:14AM

    Thank you

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SUNSHINE99999 4/14/2013 11:13AM

  sorry for your loss. emoticon

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