Looking for something positive
Saturday, April 13, 2013
My cousin found out she had cancer in December. By the time they found it, it was in he lungs, brain, and bones I think. Talked to her on Easter and she was doing ok. The chemotherapy was helping, even though the doctors didn't think it would. She's been getting treated for dehydration. While getting her treatment yesterday it started to go wrong and she died in her husbands arms.
I knew when I heard that she had such advanced cancer that her time was short. I just didn't think it would be so short.
My brother's widow is engaged to another guy. I know life goes on and she shouldn't have to be alone for the rest of her life, but I don't like it. It's been 3 years so if she's ready to move on, good for her. Life goes on. You can't stop living because someone you love dies. I know this, but it's still hard to deal with.
My mom will finally be free on the heart recorder she's been wearing on wednesday. From there we wait for the results. I am still hoping to get pregnant so there is something positive for us to focus on.