if we are being honest...
Friday, April 12, 2013
If I were to be honest at this point I wanna give up. Hubby told me no I was not walking a block to the nearest gym at 545. So I agreed to 7 am. But my only babysitter can't babysit that early. The personal trainer only has the 7-8 time slot open. My husband is also complaining of the cost and told me he would rather me not even get a gym membership. He doesn't see the need for a double stroller or a baby carrier (like ergo). I have to cross a highway to get to the gym (its not super busy but can be at certain times) so my toddler walking is NOT an option. If its not one thing its another. The gym doesn't offer child care. Husband works from 730 am until 9 pm or later gym closes at 8. I asked him for a treadmill or a recumbent bike and was told we have nowhere to put it. So the only thing I can really do are exercise DVDs (we don't have any kind of game system and he won't buy one).
I am extremely frustrated. I set up an appt for 1015 with the personal trainer because she had a cancellation on Monday. I think I'm just going to ask her to create me a plan I can do at home with dumbbells and cardio that requires no equipment. I don't know what else to do. :( I feel like I'm taking the steps to do what I need to do to get healthy and I'm hitting one brick wall after another.