Friday, April 12, 2013
Here it is - April. Actually that is later than I thought I would be asking this question.
What did I have in January that I don't have now? I was motivated, and working every single day - meal - minute toward my goal. I remember wondering what it was that was making my attitude work...with the empirical evidence of the rest of my life telling me that it couldn't last.
When will someone figure out what we are secreting when we are truly motivated and feeling positive about possible outcomes? It is such a mystery to me just how that feeling of motivation and "want to" seem to turn on and off in an instant, and I cannot point to any cause either way.
I am mystified - and lacking motivation.