Wednesday, April 10, 2013
"But it WILL be WORTH it" Every single day I say this to myself at least once...I cannot believe that I joined in January and here it is April and I have only lost 10 pounds. I am trying to stay positive and motivated. I have no one to blame but myself and the same bad cycle I always go back to. I CANNOT, I WILL NOT give up! I hate it when people say "if you want it bad enough you will make it happen"...I want it so bad but the reality is I am a food/sugar addict and addiction is NOT an easy thing to fix....it also doesn't get fixed overnight. I keep telling myself that I CAN do it....looking back over the past 3 months I realize how far I could have come and how little I actually came. I am definitely having a glass "half full" day.....No matter what, the ups the downs, I will not let this battle get the best of me. It might not be easy, heck, it is going to be brutally difficult at times....and I will struggle, and fail....but I WILL keep going, because it WILL be worth it!