Is it okay to be blown away by how awesome I am?
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
I am loving this second round of boot-camp. There are so many new girls and I am so much faster and stronger than I have ever been. I was worried that I would lose a little motivation because I could slack and still look good, but I am the opposite. The competitive side of me comes out and I want to push myself even harder, and do it better and faster than I have ever done before. I remember being this person, but its been so long since I shared a body with her I was starting to think I imagined how great she is.
I am so bummed they cancelled the 5K mud run I was signed up to do in June! I guess they didn't have enough people sign up for it. I was thinking....hurray I guess I don't have to learn to run, but one of the women I workout with talked me into running a couple days a week with her. So I am doing it, but I can't imagine ever getting to the point I love running. I would rather do burpees.
Yesterday I had some soup at the restaurant I work at and I trusted the cooks when I asked about the ingredients. I don't think they lied to me, but I don't think they were informed enough. Pretty sure the stock they used had MSG in it because I weighed in at 3 lbs heavier this morning. I have been steadily decreasing, and that's the only food I had I didn't make myself. Grrr ....Learned a lesson. Regardless of the weight gain, my spirits are high, and i have energy, and dare I say motivation for life.
The fat on my body has turned from a hard layer to this nasty squishy, almost like its melting, layer. It kind of sags....so nasty. Its every where on my body so I almost look worse than I did a month ago. It is so frustrating and exciting at the same time. I am sore from Monday's workout because I squatted so low - Love that feeling!