Monday, April 08, 2013
I know April is always hard on you. You spend half of it every year in tears, the other half in self destructive mode. This year is different. This is the year to let go of the grieving for your son. I'm not suggesting you try to forget, just try to forgive yourself and let go. You have good friends and a strong support system. Its okay to talk about it. In fact, you need to talk about it. Don't bottle it up. Its okay to grieve. Its just no longer okay to punish yourself for what you had no control over.
You are an awesome person. You are always willing to help anyone who needs it. Your life's work is important. You are a caregiver. Many say the best they've ever had. You improve yourself in some small way everyday. You are well liked and respected. You are beautiful and kind. You have become someone I would be proud to be. I love you. Sincerely, Dee.