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:( I fell

Friday, April 05, 2013

Yesterday I slipped and had my first binge in a month. I think it was due to a mash up of emotions. I was still feeling slightly angry about my weight having had gone back up despite all my great efforts. While still recovering from my feelings of disappointment . I received a phone call yesterday from a loved one who started to question my marriage. They said that no-one in the family could understand why my husband married me. Basically coincides & connects with my past and many more negative based messages I heard while growing up. I don't know how to feel about my slip up. I have been sifting through thoughts & emotions over the past several hours. Trying to remain positive & optimistic. But right now I feel slightly stuck. I know that today is a Fresh Start/New Beginning. I know that I want to continue on my personal healing and transformational journey. I will continue to show myself & others respect, compassion, understanding, kindness, and love. I know that eventually I will overcome my Eating Disorder. I Can. emoticon

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CHRISTINASP 4/5/2013 3:16PM

    Yes. A slip up is okay. It happens and it will happen. Does not mean you are not moving in the right direction, and that's what matters.

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THEEXERCISER 4/5/2013 10:39AM

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