Thursday, April 04, 2013
Attitude to me is something that I have never really paid that much attention to and that perhaps has been my prelude to failure. I have been known to have a short temper with some and then over the years I learned a type of passive-aggressive attitude. It's that type of passive-aggressive attitude that has lead to "emotional" eating. It's like "me" rebelling but taking it out on myself because I don't believe in causing other people pain. I have a sincere desire to not cause people to hurt like I have been hurt. But that in turn leads to a lot of baggage on my part.
So now I'm standing at the door to my warehouse of bad experiences, pain, heartache and trauma thinking to myself - Where do I start? How do I clean all of this STUFF out?! And WHERE THE HECK am I going to put it all??? I am out of room and my body obviously cannot handle it anymore and darn it I deserve to not have all the negative stuff dragging me down!
So I will continue another day! :)