Wednesday, April 03, 2013
I got an idea to write a list of things I know to be true about me. I'm not sure how much that will be but I think it would be fun and maybe I'll learn more about me through this :) Let's get started.
1. I'm a female
2. I'm over weight.
3. I eat when I'm stressed or bored (mostly)
4. I get emotional easily
5. I play Dungeons and Dragons
6. I love Star Trek: The Next Generation
7. I love to paint
8. I love to write
9. I nerd out often
10. I love animals
11. I used to want to be a vet and save animals.
12. I can't stand blood.. or guts (which would explain why I'm not a vet)
13. I hate clowns
14. I don't like needles
15. I love tattoos
16. I watch video game commentators on YouTube
17. I was born in Arkansas
18. Half my life was in Oklahoma
19. I've been To Las Vegas
20. I love roses
21. I'm lazy
22. I actually like doing push ups
23. I believe in Ghost
24. I'm a fan of Brent Spiner, Robert Downy Jr., Johnny Depp, Jennifer Lawrence, Hallie Barry, Patrick Stewart, Lavar Burton...
25. I grew up watching the Reading Rainbow and reading Dr. Seuss.
26. I love to read
27. I'm addicted to bread and chocolate.
28. Giving up soda was easy.
29. I want to be a ghost hunter
30. I actually like learning.
31. I avoid math like the plague
32. I never smoked, done drugs or been drunk
33. I wish I kept in contact with friends from high school
34. my favorite dog that I had growing up was a black lab named Fancy.
35. I don't like any form of abuse.
36. I want kids
37. I'm shy.
38. I tend to doubt myself easily
39. I always think I'm gonna mess something up.
40. If I feel like I'm in trouble I tend to close up.
41. I love traveling
42. I didn't have my first boyfriend until I was 19
43. Nov. 2012 I had my first real heart break which sent me into a depression.
44. I'm constantly changing.
45. I don't take care of my hair as well as I should.
46. I love listening to spoken word poetry
47. I want to go to all the nerdy conventions to meet all my nerdy idols, (Cast of ST:TNG)
48. I don't have a religion.
49. I tend to question myself a lot.
50. I tend to not ask questions when I don't understand something
51. I believe I have ADD or ADHD but never been diagnose, it's hard to concentrate on one thing.
52. I don't like being over weight
53. I feel unpretty most of the time
54. I look in the mirror and all I see is fat.
55. I want to go running.
56. I'm a lazy person who wishes she wasn't lazy.
57. I have low self-esteem
58. I don't have many friends
59. I'm addicted to the internet.
60. I bite my nails... though I'm trying to let them grow.
61. I dont know how to apply make up.
62. I never liked my nose
63. I have bad posture
64. most of the time I'm not happy. :/
65. I'm sure I've been battling depression for the past 3 years and never realized it until now.
66. I'm naive when it comes to trusting people.
67. I get jealous of other people quickly.
68. I envy naturally skinny people.
69. I love bacon
70. I love chocolate cake.
71. I always ask to pet a dog when they're being walked outside (unless the owner looks mean or they tell me he/she bites)
72. Being told "I love you" by a child is the best feeling.
73. I like the taste of cake batter better than I do when its bakes.
74. seeing a child smile at me in the store makes me happy and I always smile back.
75. When sitting in the waiting room of the eye clinic I read "Highlites"
76. I'm not a big movie person... unless it Iron Man.
77. I love going on walks.
78. I love walking around cemeteries.
79. I get annoyed easily
80. I tend to take things harder than I should.
81. I expect results almost instantly.
82. I get discourage easily
83. I give good advice but never take them myself.
84. I get upset when things don't go my way.
85. I'm afraid of spiders
86. I'm afraid of the dark (so the best idea is to become a ghost hunter!?!)
87. I get excited easily.
88. I get bored easily
89. I love pizza
90. I've become somewhat of a recluse
91. I wear glasses and contacts
92. black is my favorite color
93. I don't like chips
94. I don't like sea food.
95. I hate cleaning
96. I tend to get protective of things
97. I'm a hoarder but try to part with things with little to no meaning.
98. I don't like working with money or food.
99. I don't eat at fast foods
100. I love drawing hearts on my hand
101. I tend to trust people easily... though wearily.
I got to 101... I'm sure I can do more but maybe next time. :) It's amazing how much I know about myself yet still feel like I don't really know myself at all. A lot of these are things I want to improve on and quit (like biting my nails)... if you have any suggestions, that would be great. :D