Wednesday, April 03, 2013
It's overcast, rainy and cold. It's 12.30pm, I'm unemployed and I'm still in my pyjamas. All I've done this morning is eat breakfast and play video games. I am feeling flat, flat flat, flat, flat.
I've got a few job applications which I need to do but am worried that I won't do a good enough job of so I keep putting it off. Which is very silly because it'll just stress me out more. What a goose. I just really, really want them is all! Hah
On the plus side, I had a good run yesterday. I can feel my cardio endurance getting a bit better. Running is becoming slowly easier. And I'm continuing to really enjoy it. Running is so much fun, it's such a challenge. I love telling myself I'm going going to run one block then just doing an extra forthe hell of it, because I CAN.
So despite feeling flat today, I know it's just a feeling that will pass. As long as this is a rare occurence, I think it's okay.
Also, my heart rate monitor should be arriving in the mail today and I am SO excited not to have to roughly estimate how many calories I've burnt in a workout. Huzzah for accuracy!