Wednesday, April 03, 2013
ok im sorry to get personal here but I really need some help. if you don't mind reading this kind of thing feel free to continue if not you might want to leave my blog.
just to let you know this is very embarrassing for me to even ask but I don't know any of you personally so I figured you cant judge me. sorry its just so embarrassing but I need sugestions and or prayers for healing.
ok about 2 weeks ago when I had my pms issues I had a really bad case of hemroids. well my pms and the hemroids went away. a few days later they came back. only this time it is severe. I even had to go to the doc. I ended up getting an anal frissure. basically I have a tear in the inside. before I went to the doc I was using preporation h and it seemed that that would make it itch even worse so I must be allergic to something in it. well the doc said not to use cream cause it can slow the healing process. he suggested to use tucks pads, well same thing. I cant use them it only makes it worse. just imagine having a bad itch and you cant do anything to help it. that's where I am at right now. I cant even have a bowel movement easily due to all the swelling
things I am doing right now is taking hot baths and soaking in the water with Epsom salt, sitting on ice packs to take itch away, and sitting on a pillow. I am also taking miralax once a day but I don't think that is helping either
so sorry for the tmi. thanks melanie