Wednesday, April 03, 2013
I'm not broken....
I just need to create something better.
Our challenge was to write about something we are struggling with. For me, that's an easy thing to pinpoint. I'm stuggling with EVERYTHING!
I have been on a SP break for the past month and to be honest, for many months prior to that. I ws so busy trying to fix everything that I mentally checked out and didn't work on anything.
Today the opportunity presented itself. A missing teammate and a request has led me back to starting over and seeing if I can create something better.
First big hurdle -- taking my meds as I should. I've been avoiding my doctor because I know that my A1C will be high again due to me skipping shots or not watching what I was eating. So this will be my focus goal this week -- take my insulin.
I've taken the first step and set up an doctor's appt for later this month. I have renewed all of my prescriptions and am carrying my diabetic kit with me where ever I go. I'm not allowing myself to eat anything without first taking my shots.
I know we were to focus on one item, but I'm also going to add to this nutritional tracking. First, I need to do it for our daily challenges, but more importantly, I need it to help keep my blood sugars in check.
I'm feeling anxious about getting back in the game.