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Rinse & Repeat? Really?


Wednesday, April 03, 2013

I just read my blog post from January 29 of last year. I repeated that whole scenario all over this past year with the same guy. Seriously.

To say I am not disappointed in myself would be a lie. But to stay disappointed in myself is no longer an option. It's time to stop screwing around and stop trying to find love from everyone else but myself.

Today is my son's 17th birthday and it will be a good marker for a year later to see exactly far I will have come.

I feel like I owe everyone an apology. I'm tired of feeling sorry and feeling like I make nothing but excuses. I'm DONE! There is a time and a place to die... AND THIS AIN'T IT!!!!!!!!!!

"Now"
Paramore

Don't try to take this from me
Don't try to take this from me
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow

Don't try to take this from me
Don't try to take this from me
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow

Feels like I'm waking from the dead
And everyone's been waitin' on me
'Least now I'll never have to wonder
What it's like to sleep a year away
But were we indestructible
I thought that we could brave it all (all)
I never thought that what would take me out
Was hiding down below

Lost the battle, win the war
Bringing my sinking ship back to the shore
We're starting over, or head back in
There's a time and a place to die but this ain't it

If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow

Don't try to take this from me
Don't try to take this from me
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow

Don't try to take this from me
Don't try to take this from me
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow

Wish I could find a crystal ball
For the days I feel completely worthless
You know I'd use it all for good
I would not take it for granted (granted)
Instead, I'd have some memories
For the days I don't feel anything
At least, they would remind me
Not to make the same mistakes again

Lost the battle, win the war
I'm bringing my sinking ship back to the shore
We're starting over or head back in
There's a time and a place to die but this ain't it

If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow

There's a time and a place to die

There's a time and a place to die
And this ain't it

There's a time and a place to die
And this ain't it, this ain't it
This ain't it

There's a time and a place to die
There's a time and a place to die
But this ain't it, no

If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
If there's a future, we want it now
(Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow)

If there's a future, we want it
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
Now-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow-ow
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KOFFEENUT 4/3/2013 8:15PM

    I figure everyone here is on a healthy lifestyle journey - and that doesn't just mean what we do with nutrition and exercise! Every one of us hits bumps in the road (heck, I've wandered off the road ENTIRELY before). The IMPORTANT thing is that you pick yourself back up and continue to head in the right direction.

So you wandered off into a relationship that wasn't taking you where you want to go? Now you've picked yourself up and are heading in the right direction. Know there are lots of us right alongside you, cheering you on!

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