This should be one of those days where you listen to what your mother said to you when you were 5 years old or maybe a little older. If you dont have anything good to say,dont say anything..As the ones that knows me i am here by myself during the day except the animals, This morning i fell to sleep about 5:45 or so just heard the wife going out the door. well Scruffie is still hot on Missie due to mother nature and what not. so he was the first to hear me blow...I haven't seen him since...Casper could care less what mood i am in cause all he wants is fed and he will leave me alone..deal..
Work up about 8:15 or so hurting from my toenails to my ends of my hair. my lungs fill like they are fill of sand or something and a heard of rhinos walking across my chest. I did something stupid last night and brought the AB/Lounger into the office and used it for about 15 minutes last night and i have been cursing my self every since i got off of it and on to Silver last night..I think i would make better time crawling around on my knees than walking around the house... even tried the old stand by of laying on the floor to no good...and the wife took the Advil/liguid gell to work with her ...oh she is lucky she cant receive phone calls...but she will hear when she comes to take me to the VA....for my appt at Pulmonary . Since the last sleep study was done and i learned when i was going to get my new machine I quit shaving, no use in it.Don't need to be feeling like a babbies tush cause i don't have a mask to put on at night right? so when the tech today, i know her she was in on the rehab i went thru in the fall and she comes to the house and inspects my concentrator and bottles...i am not saying i don't like her but she get in my crow... and she is the one i have to deal with today..when she asked how my seal on my bi-pap is doing i am going to say i don't have a seal cause my bi-pap is broken and when she asked for how long i will knock her on her butt....no just joking folks...i might feel like it but i would never do it... i will explain to her why and hopefully i will run into some others people who are in charge of that department who over the years i have come to know ask me about my beard than i can say well since i have another three weeks or so to wait to get a new one i don't need to save.....hopefully that will get some action taken out of pity cause i know they don't care what i have gone thru...well time to go and shower and start the procedure of getting this clown ready for the trip to the circus....have a good Wednesday. I will blog again this evening about what went down at the VA...
I can't wait to hear how your visit went! AND I hope they do take pity on you since you have suffered enough!!! Sleep is SO important and can't believe they have taken so long to help you. Shameful!! We are all cheering you on, Randy! LOTS of your way. Love, Chelsea 1184 days ago