Wednesday, April 03, 2013
After twenty days of keeping track the only thing that I've concluded is that I'm wasting my time writing. I've lost no weight and its because I've made no dietary changes that have stuck. I stress eat alot because I get depressed from having no money and being stuck at home all day and my son fusses alot because he is bored.
What I'd love to do is have him back in day care and I'd love to find work but I've blown all the cool jobs I had a few weeks ago. I'm still on the look out for a great business idea. I had a good one last year and met with a SCORE exec. I decided that it wasn't what I really wanted to do with my time. So I plan to make another appt with an exec soon for my new idea.
I am trying out something based on a new weekend job that I've landed. I'll be doing food sampling work. I have always enjoyed food service, especially in catering. However I don't want to run a catering company. I don't like to cook that much and I hate doing dishes even more. LOL. So I'm going to go in again and see what they say, I guess what could hurt me is lack of experience but I'm hoping I can educate myself here at home
If this idea doesn't pan out then back to the drawing board. I like it because its my first original idea and I figure that its a real breakthrough in the brainstorming process
I think if I'm going to get anywhere losing weight I've got to work on my attitude and my perception. I want to lose weight. I need to set up goals for myself. I've got to get it through my head every single day that this is hard for everyone, not just me. Life is hard for everyone. You've got to want it and work at it everyday. Sigh.............