Tuesday, April 02, 2013
My name is Ellen and I have been over weight for about 10 years now. Before that I was healthy and fit. Then my daughters father died of brain cancer and my world as I knew it stopped. I started eating all the wrong foods and did not care what I was doing to my body. I refused to face it. I would avoid looking at myself in the mirror and totally denying that my body was changing and getting bigger every day. I was addicted to carbs mostly. Food was the only thing besides my daughter and son that kept me going. I think it covered me with a warm comfy blanket at the time I was eating it, but I always felt guilty after words. Like I had done something bad. For some unexplained reason I keep eating and here I am 115 pounds over weight and I am not really sure what to do, but I know I have to get back in shape. I'm done being over weight.