Tuesday, April 02, 2013
In 2007 we first visited S Padre Island. I was over 200 lbs.... you can see a pic of me in my photo section. Even though S Padre Island instantly became my idea of paradise, I was miserable because I was so big, I knew I looked awful, and I did not have the energy to enjoy it like I should.
3 years later we made it back there.... in August of 2010. You see, in MAY of 2010, I had just lost the bulk of my weight, getting down to a nice 140 lbs. I felt good! I felt like I looked good! But, I had let my weight creep back up to 155 or so lbs by the time we made it back to S Padre in August. So part of me felt good because I wasn't 200+ lbs, but I was way disappointed in myself because I was 15 lbs over what I was just a few months prior. The swimsuits I bought when I was 140 lbs were ridiculously tight... I still saw some major belly rolls in my pics. And I was in a bit of a funk every time I put on a swimsuit.
In two short months we will be heading to paradise again. This is a huge motivator for me to really focus and get my excess weight off. I DO NOT want a repeat of the last time we went there. I want to go on vacation feeling thin, fit, and happy with myself and my body in a swimsuit. Let me remember this for April and May as I focus on eating healthy and exercising regularly!