Monday, April 01, 2013
So this weekend was not good. At all. A female friend of my husband's hinted around to me that she's leaving her husband for my husband. Now don't get me wrong, I trust my husband and know it isn't true, at least on his part. But I have a huge problem that he doesn't want to cut ties with her. He says she's just a friend and she isn't going to cause problems. I keep telling him she's already caused the problem. To me it feels like he is choosing her friendship over our marriage. He says it's not but I can't help but feel that way and he doesn't get it. So needless to say I am not backing down on this one. There's no way I can get over this if she's still around. This is someone he went to high school with and only recently got back in touch with, so it's not like it's a close friend he's had all these years along. I was skeptical of her to begin with, but I gave her a chance. All she did was prove to me that I was right not to trust her. I don't understand why he can't see that. We fought, and I cried, over this all weekend. I was just getting back to starting to feel normal again. But this on top of all the other issues that I've not completely dealt with, pushed me over the edge. I lost my temper. Big time. And now today I'm sick. Ugh!