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April 1

Monday, April 01, 2013


1) gathered all courage...even though my mind was making all excuses not to try out the gym......i went!!
My info was wrong...there was no zumba class today...BUT...They had a class called lower body workout...They offered that i could try that...was hesitant ...then thought ...why not????/

so tried it....was fantastic....45 min of lunges,squats.....

lots of cheeks were red.....felt good!!!!

2) was craving banana chips...i ate a bowl of puffed rice instead

3) made the call to the gym to confirm that i will join for a month

4) took that step in smsing my sister in law and using my brain a little.....made sure she is not keen to join the workout with me....cause god alone knows that alll that i want out of my life will be back in my face....she said that yoga is not something she is interested lovely for me....


1)i had a breakdown again today.....i sobbed and sobbed.....this time i called my mother followed by a call to my husband who talked me through it......

2) its the first time that i am in so much touch with my feelings and i can't handle it

3)i ate a few hershey kisses

4)i have been drinking soya milk instead of water............

5) its my 11 year olds exams and i am not screaming and making sure he studies...( dont know if this is positive or negative)

so much for today
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    Keep making those steps to take care of yourself, try new things, work on your goals and make positive changes. This is new territory and it takes getting used to. Keep up the good work! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon
    1753 days ago
    Great to record both the good and bad so you can repeat the good stuff and find ways to eliminate the not so good stuff. Way to go with the workout! emoticon
    1753 days ago
    Looks like you had a combination of things happen. You did something positive, by joining the gym. Concentrate on what you can change.

    1753 days ago
    Way to go on joining the gym!
    1753 days ago
  • DALID414
    Focus on the positives
    1753 days ago
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