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march - april

Sunday, March 31, 2013

I really need to learn how to control myself. I need to talk to myself and to take what I say seriously, act accordingly.

I was so bad since the week I was sick.. I kept craving pizza and junk food and asking my boyfriend to go eat some chips, chocolate, desserts, etc. almost making a scene for not having it. That's so wrong. My boyfriend tells me he doesn't want to eat any junk anymore and he's so right, and that's what I want as well. What the f* is wrong with me? Anyway. March was weird.

My birthday is at the beginning of April and I am not where I hoped to be. No surprise, I guess. But I'm still a bit disappointed. I *know* I can make everything I want happen, I just don't know why I won't MAKE it happen . . .

I have the perfect work schedule for the gym in April, I need to have a realllllll good month with the gym, the food and the quantities, and I so so need to sleep ! ! !

Basically, just a copy paste :

- Sleep
- Count cals + eat smaller portion size
- Gym 5 days per week
- Chill when everything is done
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  • v FATHINSN
    Great that you rise up again from weird March. Maybe it's the down time when everything goes wrong and no one can really explain it. Anyhow, I hope you will have better result in April!
    1147 days ago
  • v GRANDEFILLE
    Those times happens. Only thing I can tell you is that personnaly when I lack sleep, I crave bad things and I get agressive about it. sleep is #1 to get the rest will follow.

    Keep going! you CAN do this!

    1150 days ago
  • v RHEYNKLW
    Everyone has those "off" days, weeks, and months, but you're right: you CAN make April your b@#$%!

    I'm an April baby, too! When's your birthday?
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    1150 days ago
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