I should be typing and Yes, want to say...
But when I came down the stairs this morning I thought, "Oh goodness, It is April." AND I started to feel some stress creep in.
I am almost at my goal weight. Yes, what I mean is that I am still under my goal weight bit I want it to stay that way.
Under... no not the table but my goal weight. I am less stressed that way. I like it. I just fluctuate from X.2 to X.8. Today, I am at X.8. I know none of this is any big deal at all.
I just get a little weird sometimes when certain things are happening.
For example, I feel...
when I know I am going to go on a 'date' with my man. Consistently this is how I feel. Luckily (LOL) we don't go out much.
- What will I wear?
- Will I look frumpy?
- Will I feel heavy?
- Will I be boring?
Well, my birthday is 2 weeks from yesterday, for some reason I am putting some stress on myself to "feel quite good about myself". Well, I used to be able to say, April is not until next month. Well, now it is here and therefore...
I very well know all I need to do is....
So I will. Keep doing what I am doing. Well, for the most part.
This is what things have seemed like. I have not been able to work from home. Well, I have not asked. The time hasn't seemed right. I am hopeful that this next week I can arrange to be home maybe Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. There other manager is in town and he should be able to hold down the fort. I will still be working (big time) just not driving the approximately 2 hours. I can at least shoot for 2 days home maybe.
I will really starting to get ...
by last Friday.
I am seeing that my hours are increasing.
- - Week ending 3/3 = 40 hours
- - Week ending 3/10 = 51
- - Week ending 3/17 = 50.5
- - Week ending 3/24 = 52.5
- - Week ending 3/31 = 55
and I still have 5.5 hours from yesterday and maybe an hour today not yet recorded.
The work does not bother me much at all.
Tack on 2 hours a day (Monday-Th) drive and that bothers me.
And I realized the other big change... I do have far fewer less hours in my day.
When I was traveling, I could work 10 or 12 hour days with no problem because I was driving less than 5 minutes to my hotel and I was not taking care of the pups, hubby or anything. I had loads of time. This is a whole new life style.
Ok, I will stop now...
On the VERY positive side...
I did put more focus on getting in my 2.5 miles a day on the treadmill.
I did good.
I do think my man is getting a bit sick on working on the acreage alone. He should be VERY sick of it. I have been working on this on-line coursework forever. AND now rather than be fully focused each weekend... I am working too, NOT GOOD.
Yes, we know....
So, I need to ...
1 - Take the sample test (the place I am working for has an on-line course)
2 - Look at how many areas a score poorly on and maybe retake those on-line courses. I have access to the courses through 4/13 I think. I need to verify that.
3 - Take the Sample test from the on-line course.
These are the basic things I need to do.
until I reach the ...
finish line.... which will be taking the course. At least giving it a shot. I think 40% of people fail (or more) the first time they try. Gotta try though.
The other day, yesterday maybe, I read...
hummmm. Could be true.
- Test course (2-4 hours)
- Put Laundry away & change sheets
- Watch some more Bones to relax
- I should probably cook something too. I know, I have not put any energy into Easter.
- Oh and Utah needs food so, a stop a the pet store.
HUGS 2 U!!!