Saturday, March 30, 2013
OK, confession time.... BREATHE.... :/ :( :'(
I am dreading going out tomorrow. I have gained back 20lbs [I had lost 67lb and was starting to really feel good and now I am feeling crappy bc I gained 20 back. I've been off and on eating good not eating good since the Holidays... I know its just a number [a big old bite me in the butt HUGE number lol] but I feel so depressed. My skin is having issues with eczema so I thought i would try eating differently to see if that had anything to do with it- and i went way off. [I normally eat extremely Low Carb, like i was still eating Induction style -and so going completely off -and a little crazy- I gained REALLY QUICKLY-] resulting in 20 extra pounds and skin still not clear. I know God will heal me in time. So I am leaning on Jesus. I am getting back on track but just wanted to let everyone know what I am going through right now- and that my numbers aren't where they were but I am not giving up... I've still lost the 47lbs but I want to lose the rest and get to my goal. Anyway, HAPPY EASTER! ... Thanks for listening.