Saturday, March 30, 2013
Every week I am committing more and more to this healthy life style. It has been one month of honestly trying. Honestly tracking , honestly moving more. Honestly looking at my choices and how they affect my health. I have had ups, downs and struggles in this one short month. That is why this time is different.
If I am honest other times .. man for months at a time ..I just followed a program.. I rocked it and I lost weight. But I never looked honestly at why I made my choices, I never searched my soul and decided I was worth it. I was a robot and then one day the robot would just stop and I would not succeed. I was never totally honest about the reasons why . I have been letting excuses rule me instead of HONESTY...
You know the past sucks ( for some more than others) , but I need to be honest about it and then move on because I can't change it and it is over.. I am not saying it doesn't scar us.. I have scars and they run deep , but I need to be honest to my self about them . They are not my fault , I did not ask for those things and I need to love my self and be stronger than those memories. I am here today with issues I need to be honest about for me.
I am being more Honest every week and it feels FREEING !!!