Saturday, March 30, 2013
Have you ever felt trapped in your body? I woke up this morning with the thought that I am sort of trapped in my body. Let me explain. I just don't feel free, I realized that over the last decade as I piled on the weight I stopped moving more and more because I was afraid of getting hurt. I know I am on the way back to a normal physical life and that there are no real health obstacles to me doing many things I want to do or resume doing except for the fear of the obstacle that is my weight. I remember doing things I wanted to do or try without a second thought about my body's ability to handle it, however, over the last few years I find myself wondering if I weigh too much to participate in certain activities. I don't want to have to make that consideration ever again.