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Today Is Awesome

Friday, March 29, 2013

Positives of the day:
I had a great conversation (4 hours) with a guy last night,
he's cute, religious, and actually told me that his intentions in dating are to find someone to marry and have kids with which is RARE for someone my age around here.
His dad died a few months ago and we both talked about how without God we wouldn't of made it thru the loss of our parents.

It was SOOOOO nice to get along so well with someone so well and them actually be religious and funny . that is so hard to find in my TINY town...

I've only been single since Jan and I'm not expecting rose gardens right now but it sure was nice to have a spark again for someone who is passionate about the things that matter to me :)
I guess it just feels nice to know my flowers can grow again when I'm ready to water them..
sometimes when you go thru a breaking up it feels like there will never be another you can love the way you loved the one you thought was THE ONE.
But alas. I have a spark of hope that i can find my best friend again and that he can be a good godly man cause thats what I want and I will not settle for anything less than the best, cause im the best :)
Second Positive of today: is the toxic friend texted me 5 times last night I ignored them. texted me only ONCE today.
I hate letting go of a friendship that used to mean so much to me but I'm a different person inside than I was months ago I KNOW now that I have the right to be happy and not sad forever and well yea. I can do this im stronger than i feel right now about it...
Well I'm off to try to start my project for the book I'm reading. I keep putting it off because well as most women I know self pampering comes very hard for me when everything else is staring down my throat...
Well wish me luck. I know I'm on the right path and I thank God for that.
Today is awesome. God is awesome.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
PLATINUM755 3/30/2013 6:19PM

    Slow and steady...take the time to nurture yourself with the new friend on the horizon!

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STEVIEBEE569 3/30/2013 6:56AM

    Awesome! It is nice to have someone to talk to about the same interests. Continue to take your time and get to know him. You are worth the time and effort and don't forget that sista! emoticon

Continue to have those awesome days! You're worth having them! emoticon

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FREEBIRD7100 3/30/2013 3:52AM

    sounds like you are doing great! Keep your goals in mind & stay true to those & that will help out so much. Proud of you!

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COCK-ROBIN 3/29/2013 11:58PM

    You're doing great!

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KALLIE1958AR 3/29/2013 10:27PM

    emoticon emoticon

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BABY_GIRL69 3/29/2013 7:16PM

    That is really great....taking your time is really great!

God bless,


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WALLAHALLA 3/29/2013 6:09PM

    Great news

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LILORITA 3/29/2013 5:57PM

    emoticon Good for you!!!

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DIVAMAMAOFTWO 3/29/2013 5:09PM

    Glad that you were encouraged by yesterday's encounter. Best Wishes on this new phase of your life.

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KATWELL88 3/29/2013 4:19PM

    Oh that nice you found a new person to do things with later on. I felling like doing a mini dance emoticon

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AWESOMECHELZ 3/29/2013 2:18PM

    Definitely an awesome day! emoticon I hope your weekend is wonderful. I am just taking a small break from packing. Love, Chelsea emoticon

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