Friday, March 29, 2013
Went to MD today for thyroid check, since my dentist mentioned it yesterday. It is enlarged, so they're doing the TSH bloodwork and then I have to go for an ultrasound. I'm doing it the 10th when I'll be at the hospital any ways to get that chip implanted. This is such a nightmare. I feel like I'm falling apart. I'm too young for all of this to be happening. What's gonna happen when I get older?
I'm just sort of depressed about all of this. All I do is go to MD appts. it seems. So much has been going on with me medically (see previous blog) that it's got me down in the dumps. I'm sick of everything being wrong and nothing coming out of all the tests that I've had done. I wish I could wave a magic wand and have it all go away.
Then, to make it worse, I went online an looked up enlarged thyroid. Big mistake! It could be a goiter, it could be nodules, it could be a tumor. Now I'm worried about getting cancer. Why did I have to do that to myself. Some times the internet is a curse!
Annyone have any advise? Words of encouragement? Anything to keep me from going mad?