Thursday, March 28, 2013
So yesterday and today I ate food I wasn't supposed to food that my doctor said that I need to stay away from so that my parts will work right again lol. I told the bf not to let me eat anything bad the next three days (since we are both off of work for the holiday) I said be mean if you have to I can't eat these foods anymore. Take it from me whatever you need to do. Hopefully he listens and hopefully I don't need him to do that. But I can't keep doing what I am doing. Need to put myself first, my health first, my happiness first. The way it should be. And I will not feel guilty doing so. I need to do this for me. To figure out myself my wants and dreams. Need to stop putting myself last.