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Burning Desire- the alter ego arrival

Thursday, March 28, 2013

I heard her last night while I was driving.
She is fire.
She is the girl on fire.

She asked me what I was doing.

I told I didn't know. Secretly hanging my head in shame.

She told me "Don't worry, I got this"

I wanted to cry. I wanted to ask where had she been. I had so many questions. So many anxieties. So much shame. For eating away all of my pain and sorrows.

But I knew not to say a word. She was missing from my life so long and I had longed for her soo bad. Never realizing or knowing I was the one quitting her. I was the one silencing her for fear of what would happen to me.

I don't know how she came through the other side. I have no clue how she broke through but she did.

Taking over. Taking over the control that I was now relinquishing.

The inner guide. The inner spark.

I don't know how to describe her but she is here again.

PS she made me throw out my chocolate first thing when I got home! I almost went into the garbage to get it.

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