Advertisement -- Learn more about ads on this site.

    LINDY2013   5,191
4,000-5,499 SparkPoints

Recovering from Tragedy

Thursday, March 28, 2013

My month has certainly been roller coaster. On March 1, I bought an APHA Palomino named Trigger, my first horse to buy since I was 19. However, on March 10, my darling daughter lost her baby girl who was due to be born at the end of this month. We were all devastated. It has certainly been an emotional month. So many highs, so many lows.
Today is my birthday, and one of my friends lost her mother to cancer earlier this morning.
I lost 5 pounds this month, only to have gained three of them back. It is time to get back to SparkPeople on a regular basis, and stay focused once again. That is not easy.
But I am on today. I can only say what I am going to do today...this minute, this hour...
I will try to stay in the moment.

Member Comments About This Blog Post:
LINDY2013 4/14/2013 3:56PM

    Thanks for all of you who posted encouragement after this blog. I appreciate it very much.

Report Inappropriate Comment
RAKASHA 4/9/2013 11:18PM

    I'm sorry for your loss.

Report Inappropriate Comment
SOPHIEMAE2007 4/7/2013 9:55AM

    When it rains, it pours. Sorry for you losses.

Report Inappropriate Comment
CHERIRIDDELL 3/29/2013 10:02PM

    So sorry for our losses.

Report Inappropriate Comment
LIVELYGIRL2 3/29/2013 7:58PM

This is heartbreaking. I know from experience first child was stillborn. This was in the 1980's. At that time, people wouldn't acknowledge it and allow you to freely discuss it.

Another child someday won't replace that one, but it will meaningful and and precious when the time is right.

And you will be there to assure your daughter and son in law, it has nothing o do with them.

|My next pregnancy I had gestational diabetes , but he was safe and happy.

Spark People here are wonderful. I believe it is a great community and positive resource. emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment
ADEWYN 3/29/2013 7:25PM

    we will do this together!.... let me know if i can help in anyway.. even if it just a hug :)
Have a better month week day moment....

Report Inappropriate Comment
_LINDA 3/28/2013 5:52PM

    Oh how terrible :((( So very sorry for your losses :( Not a birthday to remember :(( Condolences to your daughter, can't imagine losing a new life before it even has begun :( Cancer has taken so many lives prematurely :(
emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon

Report Inappropriate Comment
SMILES_CAN_DO 3/28/2013 5:13PM

  Oh, that's a lot to handle. So, so sad, your poor daughter and grandchild, and you, grandma. So many people to be there for and then to have to take care of yourself too. So sorry to hear this. Hopefully the time with your new horse will bring you some peace and thoughtfulness that you'll no doubt need. You and your family is in my thoughts! Take care.

Report Inappropriate Comment
STEVENKIND 3/28/2013 4:13PM

    That's the hardest thing for me is to be in the moment. The worry, the greif, the whys in life can take me very far away from the present. Be there for yourself, daughter and friend.

And stay with Sparkepeople, everytime I leave I gain weight!! Best wishes

Report Inappropriate Comment

Add Your Comment to the Blog Post

Log in to post a comment.

Disclaimer: Weight loss results will vary from person to person. No individual result should be seen as a typical result of following the SparkPeople program.

Other Entries by LINDY2013