Horrible feeling

Thursday, March 28, 2013

I just feel absolutely like crap I useless and ugly. I brought my daughter to the park for the first time (she's 7mths old) well she did the swings and then I went on the slide with her. Her first time doing the swings and slide.Well I got my mom to use my phone to video tape it and being a big girl slides aren't our friend but I did it anyway for my daughter yes we didn't go fast but we fit down and such.Well when I got up to find something else to do I don't think you'll fit on anything else or something along those lines.I was mortified I still am and im never showing anyone that video except my husband because of that.Who does that? she's overweight too she should know better.grrrr. I am working on myself and trying to work out but that does not do anything for my self esteem It makes me want to starve myself or throw up again.
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    Don't you dare do either. I had 5 kids, gaining and losing 75-80 lbs with each one. It takes time. I have small hips and my sign that I got there, I could fit and sit in the baby swing! :) I watched what I ate. Didn't take the easy way out of any household chores. Started jogging in place 2 minutes building up to an hour a night when all were asleep. Then for 30 minutes a day, I'd lay baby on back and do everything baby did. Then baby on tummy, do everything baby does. Then help baby get strength in arms and legs with 'baby workout' much fun....a gradual conditioning as your baby conditions all over to creep, to crawl, to walk...using almost every muscle in the body.... Whatever it takes for YOU, you can and will do this!
    1790 days ago
    I am so sorry!! It's not fun at all to have anything like that said to you!! Just Ignore her comments. You are working to improve yourself and that's all that matters.
    Please don't let her comments make your starve yourself.

    1790 days ago
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