Thursday, March 28, 2013
I just feel absolutely like crap I useless and ugly. I brought my daughter to the park for the first time (she's 7mths old) well she did the swings and then I went on the slide with her. Her first time doing the swings and slide.Well I got my mom to use my phone to video tape it and being a big girl slides aren't our friend but I did it anyway for my daughter yes we didn't go fast but we fit down and such.Well when I got up to find something else to do I don't think you'll fit on anything else or something along those lines.I was mortified I still am and im never showing anyone that video except my husband because of that.Who does that? she's overweight too she should know better.grrrr. I am working on myself and trying to work out but that does not do anything for my self esteem It makes me want to starve myself or throw up again.