Wednesday, March 27, 2013
I have had major baby brain for probably the last year plus. My boyfriend has also. I'm 24 so it's not a strange age to be getting started, there's just so much else going on. I feel like I'm doing a good job in life but there's so much I want to do before there's a little Roland or Dulce in our lives. Getting married is up there. We want to climb Kilimanjaro for our honeymoon and I'd really prefer if I didn't have a baby strapped to my back in addition to my back pack (just jokes friends, I know babies shouldn't go to high altitudes).
There's so many more adventures to have between now and that time, I just don't want us to both be in our 30s before starting, especially since he wants 5 haha.
We always said we would quit all abusive substances and stop eating crap for 6 months before we even got pregnant. We want to give our unborn kids the advantage we never had. I'm just so excited!
I know if it happened today we'd both be happy, but it's not the ideal situation at all.
Just venting about future happiness. I'm not even nervous, just excited. We have a beagle who is pretty needy and we both have plenty of experience with kids, it's just a waiting game now.