Tuesday, March 26, 2013
So I got back my test results today!! According to my hormone levels I am postmenopausal and I should be returning to "normal" now!! Ok but what the heck is normal???
I have been "crazy" for quite some time now do I know what normal is anymore???
And yes I was told to exercise and eat right.........imagine that!!
I do not have pre-diabetes (that is her opinion anyway) even though my sugar levels were a couple of points above "normal" (106 or 108 Cant remember now) and my hormone levels were "in the toilet" and I quote!! She did not have results for cholesterol or triglycerides or thyroid but will call me with the results as they come in (something to do with the machine being broken and testing sent out)
So it is time to start getting it right!!
I gave her an excuse every time she mentioned exercise and darn she called me on it!!
So onward and upward and may my stubbornness go away and let me start living once again!!!
All in all knowing I am not really crazy and it has been mostly hormonal makes me feel so much better!!! Maybe now I can get on with life and be where I want to be and doing as I want to do!
The two questions related to that have been do I really want to live where I am living? and Do I really want to do what I am doing for work?? Well the answer to both is an astounding NO!! I love my children and am so appreciative of having them help me but...........I do not like living in a small town where the only entertainment is the bar and I did not go to school and gather $60,000.00 in student loans to be a cook. Now I just need to figure out how to save enough money to move while paying student loans and gain some experience in the field that I am qualified for.
Have a great day everyone!!
I am going for a walk!!