Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Today has started off well. I have school and work but I'm feeling confident I'll have a good day. Time is of the essence though. I didn't work out yet today, I'm hoping I'll feel motivated enough to exercise tonight after work (around 10pm) but we'll see. I won't beat myself up if I don't, I'll just need to work that much harder tomorrow. I have had a healthy breakfast and lunch today that has been very filling. I hope to continue doing well throughout the day. I can truly only take this one day at a time. I don't want to get ahead of myself and I can't dwell on the past.
Additionally, I'm waiting to get my tax money back so I can afford to buy some little things that will help me on my journey. Things like a scale, a tape measure, and probably a new dvd player so i can exercise in my own room instead of feeling insecure in the living room with people around. I know they don't mind because they're used to me looking and feeling this way, but to be honest, I'm not. I don't have an actual weight or measurements of any part of me so I'd like to have that information to help quantify if I'm making progress. I don't really care how many pounds I louse per week or month etc, just that I'm losing weight and feel better about myself. I am just an organized person and I like having those goals in place.
I'd like to stay and chat but my assignments aren't going to do themselves so I've got to go now. Wishing you all a great and healthy day