If you looked at my previous blog you would see a picture of my beautiful scales! I'm trying not to let that number define me! However, I still want it to move - and move in the right direction!! LOL! I've been trying to find creative ways to not be controlled by the scales. It's a never ending cycle for me. I get on and I've haven't lost, I get sad and eat more. I get on and if I have lost I celebrate by eating. Not a good thing! So I'm thinking about hiding those boogers. I just tracked on spark with the little tool that tells you by a certain date you could weight x amount and found out that If I hide my scales today, work hard, & lose 1.5 lbs per week, then by my birthday I could be at 199!!! That is ONEDURLAND! What a wonderful birthday present that would be to myself! Now to find the nerve to do it! HA HA HA!! Oh this is such a mind game isn't it!?