Monday, March 25, 2013
My mood isn't much better today than it was for the last few days. Even my 5k on Saturday didn't shift it, and running usually re-sets me.
Why the bad mood? DH is depressed, so isn't doing anything but work, eat, sleep and complain. The complaining has really got me down. The fact that he spent £18 on snacks yesterday got me down. The fact that he ate my fruit pastilles, knowing that they were mine and I am only eating them on Sundays during Lent, got me down. The lack of help around the house got me down. The fact that my job is mind-numbingly boring is getting me down. I want to stay in the organisation; my manager knows I won't stay in this role long as it is a stop-gap until something more interesting comes along.
None of it particularly earth shattering, just a general grinding down.