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Sunday, March 24, 2013

Weight loss has slowed down considerably. I doubt I will have 7 - 8 pound losses in any given month anymore. Still not counting but trying to keep up with not eating too much processed food. Even if I eat vegan I still love chocolate and ice cream and all that as much as the next person. Thankfully my sweet tooth is much less prevalent than 2 years ago.

I'm at 182 now. I still feel like I'm 226. But sheesh, so close and I will finally be halfway into my goal. It took a long time but it's worth it.

My relationship with my husband is a lot better now than before I was treated, and I feel happier and more optimistic. I'm just tired of school. I love it but it is just such a drag at the same time. Maybe because I have nothing to look forward to there. I have no college friends. Frankly I have no close friends in West Virginia. Sorry but I just can't form a connection with them. It's crummy really. It makes me a bit sad that all I can think about is when I leave West Virginia. I miss my friends back home-- and above all I miss the feeling of feeling connecting and being one with the community that I live in. In West Virginia I kind of feel like an outsider, and technically I am. I just hope that as time goes on that I will have more time to devote to finding friends who share similar interests in this state, but it feels so unlikely.

I just hope it all works out for the best, but for now I'll just stay to myself.
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RUNNERRACHEL 3/25/2013 12:38AM

    Slow progress is progress. Keep up the good work. Continue your habits as you have been and you will reach your goals. emoticon

As for your lonliness, is there a group you can join? A club on campus? A fitness group? A church group? Sometimes we are not open to the possibilities and we close ourselves off from opportunities that may present themselves. Hope you find some friends there! emoticon

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RISINGBLUESTAR 3/24/2013 8:39PM

    Making friends at school can be tough. It really depends on the school and the city you live in. The city I live in is the same way. Very hard to connect with people. I'm sorry you are having a hard time.

You are doing great with your weight loss. Keep it up. :)

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CONFUSEDBIRD 3/24/2013 7:02PM

    Aww I am sorry you didn't make any friends there. I felt like when I went away to college, I had a lot of issues makes friends as well. I finally made good connections when I was almost done and then I had to leave them. Sometimes it's all about where you hang out. I feel like at my health food job I have met some of the most amazing people because they are open minded and speak the truth, they are genuine. I hope you make some real friends soon! 2 lbs is great! Last time i was able to losing 8-10 lbs a month I was starving myself and working out way too hard. Your doing great! Maybe you should try concentrate on toning up. I felt like I looked a lot thinner when I started toning up with weight training.

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