Sunday, March 24, 2013
Weight loss has slowed down considerably. I doubt I will have 7 - 8 pound losses in any given month anymore. Still not counting but trying to keep up with not eating too much processed food. Even if I eat vegan I still love chocolate and ice cream and all that as much as the next person. Thankfully my sweet tooth is much less prevalent than 2 years ago.
I'm at 182 now. I still feel like I'm 226. But sheesh, so close and I will finally be halfway into my goal. It took a long time but it's worth it.
My relationship with my husband is a lot better now than before I was treated, and I feel happier and more optimistic. I'm just tired of school. I love it but it is just such a drag at the same time. Maybe because I have nothing to look forward to there. I have no college friends. Frankly I have no close friends in West Virginia. Sorry but I just can't form a connection with them. It's crummy really. It makes me a bit sad that all I can think about is when I leave West Virginia. I miss my friends back home-- and above all I miss the feeling of feeling connecting and being one with the community that I live in. In West Virginia I kind of feel like an outsider, and technically I am. I just hope that as time goes on that I will have more time to devote to finding friends who share similar interests in this state, but it feels so unlikely.
I just hope it all works out for the best, but for now I'll just stay to myself.