I need to change
Sunday, March 24, 2013
Just got back from vacation in Miami and I had an awesome time but the one thing always there was...I wish I looked and felt better. In every picture I felt embarassed-how does this look? uncomfortable in a swimsuit because of my stomach and feeling my thighs rub together as I walk..ugh! I feel like I am trapped in a body that really doesnt belong to me but what am I doing about it? I have excuses for why not all the time but I am a place now in my life where it no longer acceptable to carry around more that 50lbs of baggage, excuses and explanations. Oh I had such a busy day, oh the weather made it tough for me to get out, oh my travel schedule has been so rigorous-enough already!
There are no more execuses! no more permission to be less than the person I was meant to be. It will be hard, I will get tired, but so what! You must do this! I want to be healthy and strong! I want to love who I am both on the inside as well as the outside. Starting today-no looking back I am going to change!