Saturday, March 23, 2013
I hate flashbacks. I hate waking up early and having those unsettling feelings because my mind wants to focus on something I don't want to think about. Then it gets into comparisons and starts comparing the bad with the good people and I have to remind it that just because those two people might be in the same generation, etc. doesn't mean they are both bad/like each other. Something happened to me a few months ago and I prefer not to think about it. From past experiences I know that if I told someone nothing would be done about it so I don't really say anything. Unfortunately this person enrolled me in some sort of ad campaign so now he keeps emailing me about it and it gets annoying. There are no "unsubscribe" links or anything of that sort. I never really say anything to him.
I start a new job Monday. I'm hoping that will last because what I've found lately is things usually go too fast for me in jobs lately.