will i ever feel better?

Friday, March 22, 2013

Well a month and 2 weeks ago i found out i got hsv2!! (herpes) Things have changed for the good but i keep getting bad thoughts in my head. I dropped my old lifestyle even friends.. started going to church.. read the bible and pray every night.. but the devil keeps whispering bad thoughts in my ear.. he keeps telling me ill never be loved.. nobody will ever want to have a kid with me.. ill never have a family.. ill be alone for the rest of my life.. but i know god has somebody for me.. i know this is a blessing in disguise.. im just praying and waiting i guess..
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    You are in a transition period, you are now doing something that is so different than what you have done before. Pray, nothing is impossible for God. I recently spoke to my pastor about my overwhelming family situation and he told me we can become so overwhelmed that doubt enters and we forget about the power of God. Nothing is impossible for him! He has someone special in mind for you and you need to hold onto that!

    If you want to hear the message that helped me. Search Calvary Chapel Aurora and listen to the guest pastor John Moreland from the Wednesday March 13th broadcast. I listened while my daughter was in dance class that night and bawled my eyes out. It has made all the difference.

    1730 days ago
    Learn to talk to the devil and tell him he is a liar! Read your Bible and that will help. May God bless you!
    1730 days ago
    So sorry you're going through this. The enemy wants to keep you on the ground with your face in the dirt -- don't let him do that to you!! God loves you so much more than you could ever imagine!! Hold onto that love with all your might.

    I'll be praying for you!! emoticon emoticon
    1730 days ago
  • FRAN0426
    Praying is good, going to church isa great, but please don't sit and wait for the right fella to come along. Go to your churchs gatherings were young people are involved if you can. Sitting and waiting isn't your answer. You need to move on with your life as best you can at this time and start thinking well of yourself not bad thoughts. The best of luck to you and remember God loves you for you and so should you.
    1731 days ago
    Life can only get better from here! You will get through the hardships! I'll keep you in my prayers! emoticon
    1731 days ago
    Be true to yourself. The only person who really needs to love you, is you. You are wonderful. Everything you do is an expression of your own opinions and eccentricities. Stay strong willed and the world will change around you.
    1731 days ago
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