Friday, March 22, 2013
For years I had a hard time looking at myself in the mirror. Even when I was a skinny girl. I always been my biggest critic. Sometimes lately I've looked in the mirror, and say awful things like "Ugh, I need to work harder on my butt" although it's sort of funny, it's sad.. I have to stop myself and realized that for one I need to appreciate and realize how far I've gone. Also, outside beauty isn't much if you're not beautiful on the inside. Being critical even to myself can make me an ugly person. I do photoshoots with my friend who's an awesome photographer.. I realized with the few picture I've seen soo far I'm very proud of. I even look happier than the ones we have done before. I felt more relaxed in this shoot and felt a lot of confidence (which that was the hardest part to feel before). I'm not saying I feel like a foxy babe, but more I felt good in my skin. I'm not perfect but I worked really hard to be where I am at today, also never been so happy in general..